Alone

I'm Sad today, Had some sudden realization that I'm alone now, in sense where,most of my high school best friends are gone to different cities and provinces and then the other half, just kinda disappeared. I feel depressed thinking, the usual routine of morning hugs are no more, breakfast filled with laughter and random conversations of whatever are just gone. Life just isnt going to be the same now that school is done, even if im going to college, my highschool memories are more precious than i thought they would be. Now i realize, my blessings more than anything as soon as they start to disappear. Guess i really was ignorantly selfish all this time, but who knows what the future has in stored, just wish this feeling would go away.



Drew My fav KH Character Vanitas, switch from Paint tool Sai to Photoshop Elements 8.0 for this one. Really like the turn out. Was also practicing my male anatomy, references are really good to use man, just really awkward when my family notice my screen of gorgeous shirtless men and different positions, YES THEY HAD PANTS ON OMG THANK GOD!